CHOICE
These are simply my reflections based on "A Course In Miracles".  I share because it is my nature to.  Kindly do not judge me nor yourself but see if it appeals to your inner truth. The soul always knows what is the right path at any given moment in time.

Heaven Or Earth
We choose between these each and every second of the day until we have placed ourselves habitually in the service of the Holy Spirit who will fill us with absolute love and knowledge.  This is the meaning of free will. Freedom reigns and creation is the result. When in the moment with God all is given onto you.  When thinking about the past or worrying about the future, creation is impossible, it is merely a recycle of something that has been learned or taught by the thinking mind of another.  This is the value of placement and choice. Place yourself in service to Spirit and you are restored to your light body.  You will experience enlightenment. You will create.

The effects of Choosing Heaven
I AM that I Am consciousness
Knowledge
Sanity
Awareness
Peaceful
Harmonious
Freedom
Healing
Joy
Oneness
Service to Holy Spirit
Ability to Let Go of need to engage in ego/ mind thinking and analyzing
Empathy

The effects of choosing Earth
Split consciousness
Ignorance
Insanity
Desirous
Analyzing/Rationalizing
Delusional
Divisive
Fearful
Guilt-ridden
Punishment
Inequality (Hellish belief in polarity consciousness such as less than comparison states)
Self Serving
Holding On To The Past
Judgmental

These two lists fit together as a template to encourage us to look deeply and heal our fragmented pieces into wholeness so that we become the oneness of the atonement.

Be aware that many times there exists a shadow nature that develops during progress. As your energies ascend be kind and patient with yourself and others.  Notice whether you are feeling sacrificial which is a shadow element of giving in order to receive. Be aware of self professing for this is a shadow sign of judgement which is an ego state. If you find yourself saying things like I used to be like him or I was there once,  catch yourself because this is what is called spiritual ego. This is a shadow state during evolvement of your energy that is a call from the familiar past recycling itself once again by ego comparison. Also become aware of your attachments. Being attached to happiness is a desire and that desire could become a serpent that will bite you venomously when you are riding the high of a wonderful euphoria of feeling good natured and loving.  At those times you will feel especially crushed. Take heart and do not be afraid.  Simply choose again and again until it is you and you are free.

The choice of earth places us as subservient to our own ego thinking minds. The mind is a wonderful tool when it is subservient to Spirit.  It is a third dimensional navigation tool that allows us to survive on earth. When it becomes empowered by fear and guilt it can give rise to insanity. The ego insanely believes that it is God when you make it an altar instead of your soul.

Be informed that my knowledge of God and Holy Spirit are not restricted to religion but span the eons of earthly existence as I know it.

Namaste